I can’t wait to go on adventures with my best friend. I know we were ment to meet. It was one of those friendships that never had a “getting to know” stage. She went straight up there as one of the greats. She says she “always knew I was gay”. It never phased her one bit. If I need girl advice or just advice I talk to her. She’s been the part of me I never knew I needed until I met her. I can see she’s more comfortable around me then a lot of other people in her life, I feel privileged.
In years to come I can see us travelling the world together. Getting a shit ass car and driving for miles experiencing different cultures. We’d listen to the radio and sing along at the top of our lungs. We’d let our hair blow in wind out the window. We’d stretch out on the dashboard and put on sun cream to our bronzed skin. When the sun went down we’d take turns driving. We’d fall asleep on each others shoulders and laps. We’d eat delicious breakfast cross legged sitting on the ground and watch the sun rise, not knowing what the new day will bring. We’d meet others and taste their lips. We’d fall in love with other people.
I can’t wait for the day I can hug her and tell her I’m engaged or planning a baby. Or the night she rings me at 4am telling me he told her he loved her. She deserves the best, as do I. And believe me we have very high standards for each other. Not a checklist, but when we know we’ll know. Until then we’ll date and be each other’s third wheel. I wanna introduce her to people I date and bring them over for tea and morning cartoons. They would walk comfortably through the front door and find us with a duvet, cereal and spongebob on and say “I’ll make the tea” before snuggling in with us.
I love you x